when , ‘i Love u’ just become an awkward question

have u ever get an awkward moment with someone u knew so well ? yeah , i got it . it’s really become an unpredictable things ever in my life . it’s an usual things in reality . i ever have it before . but now , the problem is different ! i know him . very well . i know his character , his activity , his attitude , and everything about him . and now , i know that he has a feeling for me . yeah , love :| . shocked , is the first thing i feel after heard that things . happy , the next i feel because someone give me more attention when i really need it . sad , the third things that make this a bit awkward . then the fourth things i feel , i cried :( 

why did i cry ? yeah , because i feel really sad . why should this happen ? we’re enjoy of become a best friend right ? :( the way i feel , the way i do for you , is just for a friend , this feeling a bit changed after i know the opinion about us . yeah , care about you . i do ! but „, i really can’t be with you . i don’t wanna ruin anything . otherwise , i have my own reason why i can’t be with you . 

one day , you will know why :) 

yeah , one day !

my comfortable bedroom - April 10th, 2013 - 21.46 - for you :)